July 23, 2011

.kehilangan.

seyes dyan cakap,since dyan da tak nan dya,dyan jadi tak tentu arah...senang sangat nak nangez...cepat sanad terasa..sensitif la bak kata owg tua2..(eihh..owg tua2 taw ka sensitif tu pa..kui3)..mggu nie first week dyan balek umah after dyan have a clash nan dya...dyan jadi tak tentu hala..tapi tak laa sampay tahap gilaa ann..setiap saat dyan akn cek samada dya ad anta mcg ke x,miskol ke x..eceli dyan tanak dya uat suma2 tu dah..tapi......hati dyan nie asyik jerit nama dya jaa...haish..dyan rasa kehilangan..nak kata hilang duit,tak,hp,tak...tp hilang sumone special yg da mula stay in my heart..dyan tak tenang..lao online jep bnda 1st dyan buat is tgok dya on9 ke x..dyan nak tego tp dlam masa yg sama hati dyan suroh dyan jd ego..yaa..mmg dyan ego..napa..??da maslah ka dgn keegoan dyan nie..??setiap org akn ad thp ego diaorg masing2...dyan pown ad gak laa kan...hurmmm..dyan tatao dya nga wtp skunk..slalunya km akn texting and then dyan akn senyum sorang2 n pelok patrick kuat2..tapi sekarang suma da lain...km xpenah texting...patrick dyan pown da taktao p mana..dyan takmao amek atw sal dya da...dyan nak lupakan dya...dyan hope dyan akn berjaya..tapi rasa2 cam susah jaa...dyan tao dyan akn perlukan masa yg yg byk sanad tok lupakan dya..cam yang suma owg slalu cakap,"susah nak lupakan owang yang kita sayang..susah sanad2.!"camtu laa yang dyan nga rasa skunk...rasa saked sanad kat hati nie..kdg2 dyan terfikir yang dyan nie sgt laa urghh..susah nak ckp..dyan nak kata dyan menyesal sbb syg dya tak laa pulak..dyan epi spanjag nan dya..dyan mmg selalu emo lao nan dya..dyan sayang dya..dyan x nak jaoh from dya cam skunk nie,tapi benda da nak jadi nak uat camna kan..bak kata piah "redho jer larh"....dyan tak asa dya jd cam dyan skunk..dya da uat dyan da susah nak caya kat org2 yg satu spesies nan dya..dyan da serik..cukop laa skali dya kasi dyan saked atie..mgkin dya pikir dyan epi bila da tak nan dya,tapi dya da silap..SILAP BESAR SANAD.!dyan sudey..bila pkir sal dya jaa dya jadi sudey..ad one night tuw,dyan naik2 jaa bilek lpaz prep,dyan lompat ats katil,tros dyan nangez non-stop....nangez smpy xsedaq laa yg dyan tak tuka baju kurung agy tyme uhh...juz ad sorang jr ja yg taw dyan nangez tyme uhh...dya taw pown pas dyan da ok cket,,dya tny dyan,dyan nangez ka td..dyan tny dya mana taw..??dya senyum jaa...hurmmmm...i'm tired for being like diz....tired for thinking of you...tired for waiting sumtin dat i will never get...tired 4 everything.!huh....

p/s : i MISS u so damn much,my beloved MR.PATRICK.!

July 22, 2011

twentysecondofjulytwozerooneone(-.-)

.yeay...dyan balek umah diz wik...ley update blogg..huhu...(bukan nak baca buku..x sedaq2 exam slasa nieyh..huhu)..ok..ari nie dyan da byk story larh...sudey da,epi da..mmm...nak cita yg mane lu eikk..??......................................(berfikir sbntar brsama kitkat..haha).ok...dyan cita yg epi dulu larh ok...hmm..td kat skul da hari anugerah cemerlang...dyan x amek adyah pown...tak layak larh nak naik stage tuwhh..huhu..sudey2..tpi dyan still epi bb dyan involve lam kawad kawalan kehormatan..kene smbut tyt...berdiri cam patung tugu negara lorhh...haha..kene berdiri dlm 15min camtu r..da hampir2 nak bebai da tadi...tp naseb dya tak lmbat sgt..hee~mm..tyt tuu cek laa baris...lpas abez kawad,dyan n kwn2 g kantin...makan2..pas2 dudok kat tepi dewan (nak masok x boley:)..tgok performance...da tarian,wind orchestra,puisi dlm lgu n mcm2 larh...hmm...ari nie gak mrupakn hari first dyan naik bas tok balik umah from ostel...makacey mama bb kasi kakak chance.!penat mmg laa penat kan...tp bez laa...jlan nan kwan2 yg len..mula2 stop at prangin lu...tman spa2 yg nak beli cool blog...dyan x minum pown bnd 2uh...huhu..pas2 km p stesen bas...tggu laa cm org gilaa kat situu...bas mai lam agak2 15-20min after km tggu larh..masok2 xdak tempat duduk...uwaa...penat...dyan berdiri laa kat tepi pintu...kwn2 dyan brdiri tepi tgkp...dyan dok sbelah sorg chienese guy nieyh..tyme kt qb da owg kua...dyan egt dat guy nak g dudok tmpat tuw...pas2 dya nmpk dyan,dya kasi dyan dudok..makacey..tyme 2 mmg dyan da pnat gilaa r..da laa lapaq.!huh..k..dyan nak cita story sudey lak nie..hurmmm..eceli tarikh hari nie sgt menyakitkan atie...dyan x suka trikh 22.!trikh yg mmbawa mksod besa lam idop dyan...trikh yg da bg dyan epi dan mcm2 janji yg dyan dgar,tapi HAKIKATNYA suma tu tipu belaka...dya tipu dyan..!!dyan benci dya..tp dlm benci2 dyan nie,dyan still TAK BOLEY LUPAKAN DYA.!dga laa wahai manusia yg da bg akuu jd camnie,sesungguhnya ati akuu pnya saked xkan penah baik...skali kau bg dyan sket ati,sket tu xkan ilang dgn sng...takkan sama sekali...n dyan nak kau taw yg dyan stiill syg n x ley lupa ann kau...dyan rinduuuuu sgt...diz wik dyan balek umah...hp dyan sunyi jaa dr td....b4 nie kau slalu text dyan klo dyan balek..tapi sekarang..???hurmmm...:'(

July 17, 2011

moon.?

moon....ok..post nie dyan nak cita sal moon..moon tu mksod dya bulan...mm...ckp sal bulan nieyh,korunk suma tgok bulan tak malam td...cantekkk sanad2...full moon lol...it reminds me to sumone...smalam dyan tgok bulan tuwh dyan egt dya...bulan tuw da jd cam cermin...bila dyan tgok bulan,dyan egt dya...DULU dyan penah kasi tao dya bila dyan tgok bulan dyan akn egt dya...dya pown kata cam2 gak kat dyan..dyan happy sanad.!tp..sekarang dyan x pasti yg dya still egt dyan ke tak...dyan rase x dah kodd..mgkin dya da ade owg len...mgkin dya akn egt owg len bila tgok bulan tuw...tapi yg PENTING..dyan still akan egt dya even dyan da jmp owg len pown...dyan x kesah dya ad owg len ke x..mmg da idop dya cam2 takkan dyan nak halang kan..dyan da satu prinsip nie.."SEKALI AKU STAT SAYANG OWANG TU,SAMPAI BILA-BILA AKUU AKAN SAYANG DYA"..dyan pgang gilaa kata2 tuw...ad satu mlam nie kan dyan nangez...dyan sendiri pown tak paham kenapa dyan nangez..yg pstinya masa dyan nangez tu dyan egt dya..huh.!dyan nak sgt elak from nangez sbb dya...tapi tak boleh...dyan sayang sgt kat dya...hmm...

p/s : i miss you so damn much sygs.!

July 9, 2011

.video luncheon.:)

mari usya video nie rmy2..i luv dancing.<3
*nie baru satu..nak tgk smbungan..??nahh..!!klik bwh nie..


*da tgok..??thx yaa..

p/s :nie laa aktvti dyan kt hotel 2uh..mnri..huhu..:)

.it's all over now.!

.hurmm...kisah kita da berakhir yaa awk..mgkin nie suma slah sya..sya dah x larat nak hadapi suma nie..mgkin nie akn jd yg TERBAEK untk kita dua..dyan nak awk taw yg dyan akn syg kau smpy bila2..thx sbab bg dya epi sblum nie..bg dyan snyum,gelak..n thx sbb da ajar dyan what's meant by love..dyan hope awk akn jmp gurl yg lagy bek dri dyan...yg lg cntk,pndy,caring,loving,mmm.suma larh..!.220511..tuw trikh kta declair kan awk..jam 0230...org len dok syok2 tito,kta dok glak2 downg..dyan epiii sgt..thx..!.100711..nie plak trikh kta break..hurmm...masa 220611,dyan ckp thx sbb rlationshp kta btahan sebulan..awk kta awk akn buat rlationshp nie lbey dr sbulan..tapi...hurmm..xpa laa ..nak uat camne..benda da jdi..once the tyme is past,it will not come again ryte.?huh...bye,syg.!dyan syg awk..:)

July 8, 2011

.bulan yang amat MEMENATKAN..

huh...at last...dyan balek gak umah...da sebulan dyan x balek umah...teseksa jiwa raga ooo...dah dkat sebulan dyan terKURUNG at ostel yg amat urghhhhh...taktau nak cakap cmna...mgkin pekataan yg paling sesuai tok mggantikan word urghhh tu is BORING...adooiii..tension...dah laa banyak gilaa nak mampos aktiviti...skul pown sama larhh...huhu...the whole sabtu for june dipenuhi nan aktiviti yg melemahkan urat saraf and suma sendi2 yg ada lam badan dyan nieyh...1st event for june is program hari waris...aduhh...tekantoi sudaaa....naseb bek laa ckgu baikk ari tuwh...mekaseh cikgu salfarina bab cakap saya baik kat mama saia..heee...syang ckgu + baby lam prot ckgu..huhu..adk saia 2uh taw..hurmm..alhamdulillah event 2uwh x ambek byk sgt kudrat dyan yg x sberapa nieyh..hehe..ahad esok 2 pown free....lpas tuw ari bjalan sprti biasa..isnin,slasa,rabu,khamis and jumaat..esok 2 da sabtu...sabtu tuwh plak ad hari sukan skull..woaahhh...nie yg da mengambil sparuh nyawa dyan nieyh..gilaa laa...ari2 sbelum sport's day nie,EVERYDAY dyan ad practise kawad..huhu..penat2..penat marah org,penat kawad,penat bebai cam gilaa kat junior(coe yaa adek2.!),tension sgt...lgy2 bla rmy kwn2 dyan yg g lawatan penanda aras at tengganu n klantan...tggal laa brapa org ja senior yg ad..huh..!penat dohhh...smpy muka dyan skunk nie da ad 2 kale laa..inner cerah,outer MASYA-ALLAH...huhu.masa sport's day tuwh dyan kawad all out habez-habisan r..mybe nie laz yer 4 dyan kawad2 suma nie...nex ye NO..!!spm is my hubby nex yer..no one will disturb us at that tyme..(*mgkin fb n blog akn kco gk kott..hehe..)
*hormat..hormat ke kanan hormat..:)

*menahan terik mentari yg menyegat dan meyiat-nyiat kulit muka..:p

*posing lpaz kawad...

opppsss...lupa nak cita laa...tyme sport's day tuwh,kakak syg dyan dtg...heee..!!suka3..wndoo gilaa kat dya...dya dtg jalan kaki ja from umah dya.(bkan jaoh mana pon,tapi boley laa klo nak buat senaman for kuruskan bdn smiggu skali kan.)nie photo dyan nan dya..
*dya pown nak jerit hip2 hooray gak ngan suma georgians..hee..:)

 *besties smpy mati.!
*da owner for diz bloggie..

lpaz habis sport's ad karnival sukan + hari trbuka asrama lak kat ostel...woahhhaaa...letih2...tp naseb dyan x in-charge...huhu..da jual mcm2...parentz lak ley naik bilik...omg.!gila2..huhu..ptg tuw dyan smbg2 jaa laa nan kakak syg dyan 2...then da ptg cket,anta dya kat gate skul..epi lol dpt jumpa dya.! thx sis.!lpas anta tuw mama dyan datang lak...anta food n duit..lpas mama balek dyan tros lari naik bilik n bushhhhhh...(*lompat ats katil n tros TITO..huhu..eh2..solat dulu k...heehe..)pagi ahad uw plak ada game handball n hoki...dyan g mnjerit jaa..bkn main pown..hehe...kasi sokongan moral gitu..wakaka..lpaz 2 ari pown jln cam besa balek...tp mlm jumaat,dyan da function len plak...bnd nie x drancng pown...ptg tau,mlm tuwh jgak pegy...eceli dyan kene pegy hotel equatorial(x reti eja mehh..:p)..da WORLD JUNIOR CHAMPIONSHIP WEIGHTLIFTING...dyan p nan tawan2 dyan...km suma pegy kol 6 ptg..pegy2 kene lepak dpan dewan hotel tuw cam mgsa banjir..hik3..lpas 2 owg kat ctu kasi t-shirt kat ktaorg..cantekkk..!tp besa cket..halal laa..janji boleh pakai..n da most important hing...FREEE..!!haha..mlm tu km suma uat rehearsal jaa...tp pnat gak laa kan..huhu..km suma kene pgg plag yg ada lekat lmbg negara..dyan dapat negara SAMOA..ngara mana ntah..huhu..km kene jln sorng ats pnts smbil pggg plag 2,stop kat tgh2  stage for at least a minute and jalan turun from stage n queue kat bwh..huh..!! lgoh tgn oo..tp syokk..!!hee..tyme jln atas stage 2 asa cam model pown da gak..haha..*perasan japp..malam esom 2 kami semua pegy lg...yg 2 btol2 nya...org kat hotel 2 kata msok astro arena..sbab bnd nie world nye...haha..bangga gilaa meh...kui3..lpas abis event tuwh,km g la mkn...hotel kasi km mkn...FREE lgy...yahoo..hik3..esok tuw da ari sabtu...sabtu nie plak skul dyan ada SGGS 1 MALAYSIA FIESTA..huhu..ala2 food fair laaa...pgy 2 da larian 1 MURID 1 SUKAN 1 MALAYSIA...num larian dyan is 0725...hehe..num yg cantek..mm..balek kat cita fiesta..every class kene bkak grai...klas dyan bkak grai rojak.pai,cocktail..dyan jual cocktail...syok...da mcm pasar malam pown ad...epi gilaa larh ari tuwh...ad rumah hantu tapi dyan x msok..malaz nak brator pnjg2 meh...dyan juz maen belon gergasi je...alaa..yg cam soopa-doopa kat tv3 2uwh..syok...dyan melambong-lambong dok dlam 2..x rugi 4 rggt dyan abiz kat situ...mmg da mcm budak 4 taon r msok lam 2...x kra la spa nak tgok pown...jnji dyan epi..hehe..pas2 pkol 3 cam2 grai pown nak tutop da...dyan tolong laa angkt mja..nak kena bwk smpy tgkat 4 dohh...tudiiaaa...dyan agkt nan kwn dyan..sorng satu meja...dyan terkandas kat 1st floor..huhu..pas2 ad sorng laki tolong...dya amk mja 2,dya angkt smpy klas dyan...thx ya awak.!kwn dyan bengang laa kat dyan..mana tak nya..dya agkat sorng2 smpy tgkat 4 x dak spa tolong..huhu..coe laahh k...rezeki akuu kott..huhu..for that guy,thx skli lgy..jasamu dhrgai yg amat sgt..hehe..:p ari ahad 2 plak da luncheon...dyan msok performance...mnari lagu industan + papa americano...nak tgok video..???t laa dyan buboh k...tggu kwn upload lam youtube dulu...huhu..dyan jd laki..haha..lawak...kene pki misai lol...jggut skali...buruk gilaa..yg gurl pki cantek2...punjabi nan mekap2 suma siap..haishh..jelez nieyh..haha..nie laa pic2 tyme luncheon 2uwhh..
 *finish our performance:)
 *meja num 15..
 *bila kami suma bergabung,maka bergegar laa hotel itu(:
 *lelaki2 x brapa nak macho:)
 *bila kami semua atas stage..
 *side: kembar saia,back: buddyz saia:)
 *posing jgn tak posing
 *muka nak egt step..huhu..:)
 *gurlz..
 *model2 paling hot di sggs..
 *tepi..tepi..tepi..dpan..blakang..:)
 *wif my pair..atenapple:)
 *kami fotogenik.!
 *michael jackson song:)
 *snyuman mggoda(:
 *up..up..down..down..
 *kami.:)
                                 *bertingkat-tngkat.!                                              
 *mnari jgn x mnari..
 *macho x ..??haha..(buwok gla kan..??)
 *b4 nek stage..
 *km GILA KAMERA.!
*besties:)



hurmm...so 2 larh aktiviti dyan spanjang bulan nieyh...banyak kan..??huh.penat gilaa ...nseb pnjg umo agy..alhamdulillah...mm..dah lah.. penat taip da nie..hehe...happy becoming day.!

p/s : pnjg gla kan post kali nie..??huhu..:p